thoughts

i miss laying on the grass....at night, looking at the stars...have you ever tried it? if not...try it...it will make you euphoric, it will make you forget a little...everything.

PME

I missed

    First of all...i am sorry, i know i have been saying sorry a lot lately, but I truly am sorry.
    I am in my final year at highschool, i have tons of exams, i have the admission exam at university. I have decided on studying here for college. I think that that has been and still is the best decision i could take.
    I am moving out, from my parent's house. I am still with L, the guy i have been telling you about...he still makes my stars shine, he still makes my heart flutter and my knees go weak. We have almost one year since we hooked up...it has been some time since Ana, Mia ceased their mumbling or their yelling in my head. I cannot not look and food labels, I cannot not calculate the calories...but I am better, way better, the nightmares have almost totally ceased...i am not moving in with him...
     I do want to know how have you been, what is new in your lives, if you want to, could you comment on this post or send me an e-mail at never_b@yahoo.com.
    I missed the feeling of blogging, the feeling of writing,
I love you so much, all of you, each one of you
xoxo
PME