HOW ARE YOU???

Hello...i am really ashamed of my absence...really sorry and if you wish to forgive me one more time, i am going to be extremely grateful...i am...ok, i think, i am...happy, this is a state of mind i didn't often encountered and it brings me an euphoria that i never felt...i am happy...loved, cared for...i wish you could feel it...and i really mean that...i see that most of you gave up trying to talk to me and i understand that, but still i wish you could tell me how are you...what happened lately...with everyone...