unsynchronized,

not functioning,

having trouble;

cut, binge, purge, starve;

bad marks,

not being able to focus,

being a fail during classes;

binge, purge, bite, cut;

fights with momster,

fighting battles that aren't mine,

trusting people i shouldn't;

starve, scream, cut, binge;

forgetting to post,

wanting to post but feeling not good enough,

the heart breaking every sad post, song, movie i read/listen/watch;

starve, cry, scream, binge;

breaking up with the boy from Czech Republic,

extremely low self-esteem, envy;

cry, scream, try, binge;

trying to keep up with the changes,

writing letters and not showing them to anyone,

re-learning to live.